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Diary entries cover a variety of topics, some of which you may find triggering. These topics include self-harm, suicide and domestic violence.
17 Jul 2023
Q&A

Ellie L

Do you feel able to plan for the future?

My future planning is very bleak, really. I've been in debt for more than 25 years, getting deeper every year. There's no realistic chance of me escaping that, I will die in debt. Statistics are pretty clear that my expected lifespan, as a woman living in poverty, is dropping. I don't save, firstly because I can't afford to, and secondly because having savings is never a guarantee they'll actually be safe, and because they might affect a future benefit claim. I have a BR pension from when I worked for the railway for 5 years, I intend to take that money out, as cash, soon as permitted. All I can leave my kids is firm instructions to tell any bailiffs that there are multiple debtors, and that I owned nothing of any value.

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Changing Realities (2023), Ellie L. https://changingrealities.org/e/TgmG7 (17 Jul 2023)
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